I hate You So Fuckin Much

You are the bitch among the bitches!
You thought u are pretty but the fact is u're shitty.
The fuck among the fuckers
and OBviously the one i hate the MOST!

U ought to live this kinda life.
ALONE and DEAD-
fuckyoufuckyoufuckyou.

Thanks for Ruin My Precious Life Time.

yipieee

GOSH,I AM SO IN LOVE WITH....
MATSUMOTO JUN!!

my dream is YOU . :((
sob sob.
i need to find someone exactly like tsusaka domyouji. :D

*cant really remember how to spell his name.

IM HAVING MIGRAINE which is soo SUCKIT.

laters. :D
again farah? haha

Aloha

OMG.
today im feeling so bigger-size-tummy
it look exactly like this one :(


despite! im not pregnant !!
i wonder why :D

i need to work out doh. seriously this is becoming worst
each day! :(
p/s: if im still in plkn,im sure that i'll not gain weight
infact i can lose few kgs i think :D because the food
was so.. urghh.

so went to alamanda today.
bought a new phone. people might say im a bit behind.
i bought a Ks360.
i love this phone.
its my dream phone oi! haha





ive started reading my p.s:i love u.


so far.its nice :D
its been a while since i last read any novels.
so,i was so bored at home doing nothing so ive
decided to buy a novel.and when i went to MpH
i wanted to buy a kissing novels which is by
the time i was with my parent and will be kinda
"freaking-horny-daughter" so i saw this novel
and it remind me of my bestest bestfriend
Hafizah Farah cause i remember
once she told me about tha novel. :D


oh yea. farah.seriously i hate sleeping with UR DANIEL.
tension..

Omg.im out of words.
laterssss :D
*farah ktk jak tauk.
hahaha

Im so fucking emotional now. i dont know why.
but this song is likee so sedih..:(


im confused with my own feelings .
i cant go on man.
i need a new environment of life.
i need changes.

i need a job .

things is too complicated now days.

xoxo

p/s: im glad that i finally know how to download movies.
besides using ARES. :D i need to learn english.
my english sucks

another day at home. makes me feel so close
with mom. T_T

kallish is here,and im gonna be a mom today.
wow...:)

----

i dont know i keep on textin him,but he never
replied. why i cant stop my fingers from
textin him.its not like he cares.

okey im not into him so much anymore. just
nothing more than friends.
maybe he cant accept me to be his friends.
OMG.this is sooo fuck up...

okey im moving onnn... watever.



i love this movie man.
If i can JUMP anywhere i want that would be so
"yipieee"

i am thinking of a new phone.
so ive been searching fo phones.
nokia,sony,motorola is not in the
list. i want to try LG.

and i found....





pretty much aite?
mm.. i wonder where can i find it.
but i dont have much money.

if its too expensive.(i think it is)
im gonna buy LgKs360(i think*)
haha


hmm.
i miss my PLKN.
i need Botak's number :D
and Susu;s :D
omg. i really need it :(

why why u stupid pemalas doctor.!

Bestfriends.

Once a bestfriend of mine.
Both of them . but bcos of some stupid things
i did,and they did. we're no longer in a friendship.
but im not regretin it. cause i realize that they are
nothing but an ass in my world. they gave me problems
instead of happiness . once i thought they are the
coolest person that ive ever met.but days passed by
and i realize that they're nothing but pis of shit,
they ruin my life like hell.

i was so naive to realize they were obviously using me
for their own goodness. i was just a little girl,indeed.
and i was looking high on her that i would do anything,
ANYTHING for her to be happy.
but in the end. she would just choose him the one that
hurts him most of the time,who is obviously using her.
so there was me CHEERING her UP,TELLING HER to forget
the GUY. leave HIM. Dont Go see him. BUT what i get??
she called him. asked him to go out with her. telling
him that she loves him so damn much.

and i was to Good and forgive her for troubling me
so much and to take my PRECIOUS TIME for listening
to her CRAPS and bullshits. why am i so stupid ?
i trusted her and i loved her and how can i ever think
that she would leave her boyfriend for friends.
she is just the same like "OUR" other friends who
would ditched friends for boyfriends..

i hope i wont be the same..



I AM MISSING PLKN SO MUCH.

I AM MISSING MY FRIENDS BADLY.

i was once live a happy life.
not to think about things.
i was being an Ass and social bitch.
it was FUN but the consequences i get
wasnt fun at all.





















im missing them so much.
everyone seems busy with their lifes nowdays.
and i cant see myself with them anymore.
but life goes on..
i only can miss them.
and sometimes we'll meet online.
but its hard to be like those days. :(

xoxo

its a new one

some complicated errors on my previous blog.
so ive decided to create a new one.
and so here goes. nothing. i;ll try to make
a nice blog without saying lame stuff here.
haha. i'll TRY okey. im not promising anything.
cause my words are always bullshit.
my blog was A MESS before. so i;ll try to take
a good care of the new one.
and starting from today im trying to change
myself to someone else.someone better i might
add okey.cause ive a foolish,immature,unhealty
me, and watever that is bad . ahha.
but i cant say I PROMISE cause sometimes
i neglected my promises. haha.

im currently unemployed and obviously not a
college student. so i am doing nothing
at home. :)

goodluck lots of love. :D