Wednesday, April 29, 2009

hello

im in college already :) got a lot to tell ,but im out
of words. :D i have around 50++ classmates and most of them
are chinese korean and indian and there's this one guy and me
are the only malays . right now,my friends are only guys,
the girls were aiyaa just 1,2 okey. i sound like chinese these
days. ahahha. i love my roomate TENG so much,she help me with
everything .. haha. and today we had a very tiring activities yet
its quite Fun actually.

oh oh. there's this one lecturer who's really HOT. he has dilip's
eyes la. and im very sure that i will always attend his class
hehehe. he sounds like dilip and in fact his also an indian,but not
sure la,he's a singh or hindu :D his name is Mr.Alex. and not sure
what he;s gonna teach. hhehe

i have a few friends here. hahaha just TENG,DONNA,SAUQUIN,MOON,BIOU*cant
really pronounce his name,NASH,NAJIB,DAVIN.

but im starting to like it here. :D hahaha.

Now,i am missing elyas so damn much. i need my brother. :(
i miss my nephews and nieces so much i wnna kiss them la
i miss my SAKAI sister also.
i miss my MOM and DAD.

i just been missing lots of peoples la. hahaha

i will update later. Nash is coming now. :D

Thursday, April 23, 2009

*blank

oh no! this is scary :) lol.
im going to start cllge soon. this SATURDAY.
aish.. though,my class start on 18thMay but
they said i have to go to the orientation or stuff.
haha.

went to the college yesterday register and stuff.
im the only Muslim for this intake. :( my roomates
is chinese i think. didnt get a chance to talk yet.

oh yea,im going to GIIC.genting inti intersional college.
lol. ahah. its gonna be so far from town. and i can easily
go to genting .hahha.

i cant imagine myself la.

yesterday also went to Kl tower. (1st time) haha..
its been years since i live in semanjung :) haha

okey then.
tc ahaha



CALL ME GAI .;P

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

LOVE


gosh i am so into LOVE now.
i think kisses are delight! i mean seriously,
i want to kiss right now. hehe
i know this sounds horny and desperate but
its the truth.
i know i a bit behind but i jusr realize
this movie.its been here in my hard disk for
a long time.

at first i was annoyed by georgia but then i think
she's pretty and cute.jas too,
and robbie,dave n tom was like soo hot.!
peter is so not. :P

so the part

georgia: u think im perfect?
robbie: i think u're mad.but perfect for me.

awwwww..

seriously ...
this movie was so cool.
i saw it poster last time but i couldnt remmber
where i saw it.











SO HOT :*

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

NIGHTMARES



A nightmare is a dream which causes a strong unpleasant emotional response from the sleeper, typically fear or horror, being in situations of extreme danger, or the sensations of pain, bad events, falling, drowning or death. Such dreams can be related to physical causes such as a high fever, turned faced down on a pillow during sleep (most often in the case of drowning nightmares), or psychological ones such as psychological trauma or stress in the sleeper's life, or can have no apparent cause. If a person has experienced a psychologically traumatic situation in life—for example, a person who may have been captured and tortured—the experience may come back to haunt them in their nightmares. Sleepers may waken in a state of distress and be unable to get back to sleep for some time. Eating before bed, which triggers an increase in the body's metabolism and brain activity, is another potential stimulus for nightmares[1].

Occasional nightmares are commonplace, but recurrent nightmares can interfere with sleep and may cause people to seek medical help. A recently proposed treatment consists of imagery rehearsal.[2] This approach appears to reduce the effects of nightmares and other symptoms in acute stress disorder and post-traumatic stress disorder.[3]

Practitioners of lucid dreaming claim that it can help conquer nightmares of this type,[4] rather than of the traditional type..


ive been having nightmares constantly these days. damn.
im so fucking scared.

mostly it was nightmares of death.
and some spooky dreams.
and some is regarding a baby boy smokes. a 1-2years old kid.
i was like wth. thk god it was only a dream. umm.. scary tho.

i dont feel like sleeping la.

and dreams dont come true right? lol.


so i met farah,we lepak2 and gossip2 and slept together :P
miss her already.







and i need to watch movies. like byk ehh k
chaloo



p/s: Jerry this is for You.kantoi indah ada blog. haha


DAYANG-cmne phonE? :P

Thursday, April 9, 2009

.--//**??$$--.

mm this is getting lame and lamer each day,
thought i'll be very "freedom" afta school.
out-work-lepak-parties. but things didnt be as
what i plan. :(

currently,at dad;s office.boring eh.
no myspace,facebook.. even ym and msn also
cannot access wooo.
motive??
:(

so today is the 1st time farah n me gonna hang out
at kl,the first time after 8years.... :P
sleep with her tonight :D
asked her to sleep at my place but she said
she want to,but she dont want to ditch her dad.lol.




oh yea..i went to putrajaya on tuesday. hehe.
wanted to watch fnf4 but was full. so we end up
watching knowing... the story was okey.
3 1/2 star..


mmm...and at alamanda i saw......... a girl wearing tudung
smoke. okey i didnt see it my friends did. aiyaaa..
im so pissed doh.fuck her la. berik malu jak eh.


ive been thinking why does some women still wanna flirt
with guys when they are officially married.??!!
or someone who still tried to flirt or "if u give me
the oppurtunity to be in ur heart" with people's husband???
like wtf?? get a life bitch~~~

sometimes i hate women who is already married and got children
still need sex from other guys??? some even pay people to just
FUCK their pussy.like....??? weirdooo.........

do they really need sex with other guys too? laki sik cukup kah??

i hate it when some of my guys friends who;s dating people's wife.
like whats so special bout them??m not jealous or what?
just gelik eh.....

why dont u just have sex before u get married? just spend ur sex-maniac
life before married la. dont need to do it after dah kawin eh.

pelik i hope and i pray tat none of this wil happen to me eh..
:(


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Tuesday, April 7, 2009

i was really bored from monday to tuesday (whch is today) lol
i got nothing to do. so i watch full house for the zillion billion
times. :( and i finished my sally's spa game. and i did everything
that i never/dont have time to do. cause i cant online. i cant
play the comp because abang is, is here. :(
i watch astro most of the time. and i realize tht there's act
lots of cool movies. haha.


OH yea,jamiroquai wasssss boringggggg...
seriosly i thought that it gonna be a blast well it wasnt fun
AT ALL. i was so sleepy haha. and i wonder why the GIRLS keep
on dancing. the songs was lame and he's old and though he's british
i still dont care. there was lots of WILD GIRLS aih.
i was the only girl who wearns jeans and kemeja.? hehe.
i was so dirty ehh cause ujan.
see the lame pictures of me here. i look soo... ceridakk..







there's more. but im too lazy to uypload.

and as for the F1. i like it but it was raining heavily and had
to stop the race and it ends just like that. after all the rain
and boom-boom :D kempang ati polah mek orang gia. haha
mcm lah aku meli ticket ya.. haha

oh im out of mood to further my studies.
work will do? idk.... :(

Saturday, April 4, 2009

PMS

gosh,ive been feeling quite emotional and tired
and sendi2 ku sakit eh :( mm.. im having PMS now
and my underpants is full with bloods. haha.
i know i shouldnt be telling this here, but i feel
like i wanna say out loud so no need to overreact ok
lol.

im having pain everywhere. vagina :D stomach,headache,
my hands (after surfin yesterday) and my heart ache to.:D

oh yea i went to sunway lagoon yesterday with my family
and udak's family. hehe it was fun and it makes me ease somehow
haha having julie and all the cousins wow cool.
and of cos GUYS . omg there was thousandds of hot guys whick
turns me ON so bad :) haha.

i went surfin fo the first time in my life. :) hahah.
though it wasnt at the sea or real wave but kindda rox wo.
i was REALLY bad at first and after a few rounds i was OKEY.
NOT GOOD or EXCELLENT la. but orang putih turns me on.
:)) so horny. hahahaha my hands hurt because i was trying to swim
on the board but i cant i was jealous u know suma orang terrer aku
tek sik :(


i was almost lemas while playing the ombak thinggy eh,since
i didnt expect that im THAT short. lol

we didnt go at the indoor because we leka playing at the waterpark
eh,after dah mandi and stuff dah 6pm. so,next time maybe.:)

after then i went to mr tenpayaki having my so-lapa-dinner there.
mm..

oh yea, julie's nenek is so COOLL> seriously knowing he's 78years
old makes me shock for a while. he's still cool and jalan2 sorang2
and lepak,and we dont need to hold him time jalan,he can jalan sendiri.
and still manage to style himself. style abisss. :) to bad i dont
have his pic with me.gonna check dad's camera. :D haha

oh,i have the EXACTLY the same phone with Julie. haha nang cousin la.
hahha

so overoll yesterday was FUN, though dad and i were u know some kind
in a crisis but yesterday we act normal.. hurmpp..

oh yea,thinking of working with udak at miri. but xsure yet.
but ive been planing this since last year so i hope this time
is for real. fo sure mom and dad wont allowed me :( pelik...


so here goes some pics.











and this pictures is for farah :)






p/s: ignore me ugly face. :) and for the previous post.
sorry i was so fuck up so i dont really care
about the spelling and now im too lazy to change it.so bye

im going to f1 now. but not 100% sure cause plans sometimes
cancel last minute. :D and i dont think its a good idea to
go since im having period pain nw. but i wanna go cuci mata.
haha :D

Friday, April 3, 2009

Azizah = the STUPIDEST person in the whole wide world.


yes. this is base on the truth story.
trust me.

Thursday, April 2, 2009

thursday

just an ordinary day. nothing special.
a boring and another day pissed by daddy.

i dont know why recently we constantly argue
about everythings. feels like i dont really
wanna talk to him or kiss him and i dont
feel like wanna chill with him . its not that
i hate him or i dont love him its just that
i dont know why he became way to annoying recently.
keep on saying things and blaming me for things??
why.?

when i wanted to go for interviews he said stay
at home, we need u at home and bla.bla.bla.
but what can i do at home, when i wanna go out
just to have some fresh air they'll be like
"u cant stay at home ey? always wanna go out?"
cant they understand the simple me?? i just wanna
go out atleast to cheer my fuck up days.
but they never understand all they know is i have
to listen to every words the say. okey i will.
but not everything. why they hate me so much??
i dont understand. i feel so down and so-o-o lame.

i cant stand this nonsenses anymore. this is driving
me crazy with all this things happening in one whole
week i cant seem to smile .......

do i need to listen to them . do i need to do what i dont
wanna do.
do i have to give up on everything. i hate to do things
that i dont want to.


can u please understand me mom and dad?


just please atleast try


p/s: sorry for the english.

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Boringggggggggg!

its been a really ANNOYING and Fucking BORING
week.. urgh.
i dont feel like wanna go kl .
or hangout.
having ed around for 2days was okey.;P

u know we talked about stuff. about what happend
in kuching.the latest issues :D the gossips.
thats what i LIKEEeeee. lol.




INTERNET CONNECTION IS FUCKED UP!!


and this week ive been download-ing lots of games.
which makes my pc so lag*lambat :P hahaha


cooking dash. jojo's fashion show. sally's spa.
cake mania. etc.


IM SO stresssssssss :(
i cant even download pictures.
or check on websides.
damn u.


urghh.. ive been listening to fergie wont
let u fall
over and over again.
so nice wo. the lyrics is so meaningful.awww

wanted to post the song but THE FUCKUP INTERNET
u know so damn slow.


oh...
these days.
FACEBOOK is soo boringgggg.....
MYSPACE tooo.

Msn/Ym okey la. can cheer me up a little. :)

so,today is aprilfool.
ed is my first one.
tp sik jadi. he knew.puhh.
farah, hahahaa. funny.dont wnt to say it here lah.:D.
azie sakati,azie bitch! hahaa all the swear2 kua eh.:D
omar,about me getting married.:D he was shock. :)
muhamed,I LOVE YOU stuff. haha omg,he's married. :) sorry.
--he was nervous tho. "as a brother?" gahhhh.. hahah,
redha, I lost my virginity. he knew i was aprilfool-ing him.:D
temunek! hahaha.


i miss school wo. if im still in school i can remember that
today is APRILFOOL.:( until mom tell i wouldnt know.
its APRIL aihh! cepatnyaaaaaaa.....

i still Hate YOu! boooooo~


damn. what to do.
boringboring.



OH GUESS WHAT. Im Into AF now. :D hahhaa