bitch

hehe..

i said bitch constantly since i came to genting inti.
maybe bcos some of my guy friends are bitches. haha

they keep saying themselves bitch too.
now is the weekend and damn im bored.

i went out with our cool-lecturer mr.matt.to watch movie
at highlands with all the seniors.(okey im the only batch29)
went by skyway and by the time our movie finishd there's no
more bus,and we have to wait for the next bus after 2hours30mins.
crazy isnt it? but it was fun tho.

i realize that im not good with the girls really,i feel uncomfortable
talking to them,maybe because they didnt really talk. i found out
that im really comfortable around the guys,altho i have no feelings
towards them and so do they.. the girls is like way diff from me.seriously.
altho we have somethings in common but still UNCOMFORTABLE.

we watched night at the muzium 2(fuck i dont know hw to spell) hahahaha.
it was quite fun but i found out that i am the middle of sleeping
people chris and denise. and when the movie ends. only 3 out of 14
of us watch the movie,other die already . hahaha

we went back at 530 and reach college around 6am. dam tired.
and i promise musa to go to genting with him,and IM SO SORRY.
i cant.im Fucking damn sleepy. ha ha ha. sorry dude.

assignments.arghh well the first week i have 2assignments.groups asignments.
it gives me the tense bcos i know nothing about assignments and presentation,
maybe because i didnt come to the orientation on the 1st week.

thanks to the vietnam's friends they help me a lot with the assignments
since they are my seniors and they know better arent they.:)
with my groups killing me,atleast alice help a lot,but NOT THE
STUPID MOTHERFUCKING LEADER OF THE FUCKING GROUP. arghh.
i dislike him like hell! he was nice for a second,last time i can understand
him,i mean hws his attitude. but now,oh i cant. im damn pissed and full
of hatred. damn he's fucking annoying.

i prefer staying in the hostel,but if i do,i will die for starving and
my friends always call when im nOT boring haha. overoll,college is
FUN,with diff kind of people and lots of serious and annoying girls.
haha and GUYS too.

i think i wanna cont my sleep. hehe i sleep alot. too lazy to go out
and eat. hah. take care xoxo


I MISS FARAH :(

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i know its been a while since i post something.
really,i dont know what to say and to story here.
but i feel like writting/posting :) frankly
i get online very often and so out of idea what to
do while im online,but then... i forgot about blogs. :P
and just today i remember. hahaha.

though,NO people actually reading this blog but i dont
give a damn actually :P

so,so far the college is quite fun.and quite boring sometimes.
but ive been really2 extremely fucking busy. with friends and clases.

today i went to laundry,(thanks to my lovely roomate leyteng,teaches me
how to do the laundry myself) and today i bring my other friends and this
time,im the one who's telling them how to actually use the machine :).
after laundry went to KFC,awww. Abg Najib blanja we all. he's very nice.

IM FUCKING FULL. :)

so i have foreign friends from indonesia,vietnam,korean,kazakh,and etc.
:) most of them are seniors. so we seldom talk just sometimes :)

i went for my seniors band practice.they are all from indonesia,and
"quite good looking" but not available :))

so i sometimes sings too :)

i have pics but in my phne so im too lazy too upload now .
and YEA,CAMP WAS EXTREMELY DAMN NICE.



adiosssss..

holla

oh im feeling so tired and sick now.
ive been feeling so fucking lame recently.
what to do life is fucking hard.
to trust and to be trust.what the hell.
all my friends are guys and i dont know what
to do.. but they are fucking nice hehe
mm

okey guess what im currently "seing" someone.
but.. fuck. guys are soo fuck up.
i found out that he was texting everyone and sayin
stuff that is unacceptable for any gf in the world.
whatthehell.
tell me,that dislike sms-ing but the he's been texting
lots of girls and NOT me. hell to you.

but i guess im into other guys too.but atleast im not
love-ing someone else. huh.


okey im feeling so fuckin tired and exhausted and lazy :)

i have to go

im going to commit suicide soon .sorry

the topic title was given due to the picture
of my beloved boyfriend.



this pic really gives me the feeling to commit suicide
a.s.a.p.... its not fair. i can even see the women's boobs.
despite i cant see the nipple im stil fucking pissed.
i cant accept this picture,matsumoto jun seen to much. :(
obviously,he can see the NIPPLE clearly and its not fair.
he can only see mine

and there was this picture. the girl was sitting ON him.
that pissed me off badly and im going to lose my patient
if i keep on looking at it.im so damn jealous.

why?nande?

im going to cry and MAYBE commit suicide if i cant cheer
myself up today. going back to college today.got placement
and public speaking tomorrow. im nervous .

i had a very busy weekend la :)

oh farah. CANT WAIT TO SEE U SOON!!!
june siklamak gik owww..yoh.klak tido rumah kamek :) yeye
love youu....