thursday

just an ordinary day. nothing special.
a boring and another day pissed by daddy.

i dont know why recently we constantly argue
about everythings. feels like i dont really
wanna talk to him or kiss him and i dont
feel like wanna chill with him . its not that
i hate him or i dont love him its just that
i dont know why he became way to annoying recently.
keep on saying things and blaming me for things??
why.?

when i wanted to go for interviews he said stay
at home, we need u at home and bla.bla.bla.
but what can i do at home, when i wanna go out
just to have some fresh air they'll be like
"u cant stay at home ey? always wanna go out?"
cant they understand the simple me?? i just wanna
go out atleast to cheer my fuck up days.
but they never understand all they know is i have
to listen to every words the say. okey i will.
but not everything. why they hate me so much??
i dont understand. i feel so down and so-o-o lame.

i cant stand this nonsenses anymore. this is driving
me crazy with all this things happening in one whole
week i cant seem to smile .......

do i need to listen to them . do i need to do what i dont
wanna do.
do i have to give up on everything. i hate to do things
that i dont want to.


can u please understand me mom and dad?


just please atleast try


p/s: sorry for the english.